Numb

The stitches it takes to mend a heart,
the constant pain as it rips apart

You hide your hurt with happiness you fake,
but underneath it all, your heart it aches

You live your life in constant fear,
fear of love or let someone near

You look in the mirror but your not who you see,
someone looks back and that stranger is me

You find yourself lost, with noone to care,
its grown so great its hard to bare

You've hid in the shadows of the love that you lost,
You've numbed all your pain but what was the cost

You live all alone, not the now or the then,
You've lost your chance of what could've been.