Onli if u saw me cry

Only if you saw me cry you would know what you do to me...
only if one day you can see how hurt i get just because i know you are not right for me but yet i cant let go...
i wish you can see that iam on my hands and knees wishing you can for once in your life be faithful...
i wish you can be there in my room at night to see me pray to god that one day you will come thru...
but in the back of my mind no matter how many times i tell you that this is your last chance it will never change...
so iam here to say from now on i will no longer be viewed as the weaker one in this relationship...
i will rise up against all odds and over come my feelings for you...
but you know deep inside i still love you...