A gift, curse, maybe a disease
The more i think about this "gift"
the more i see its curse and power,
with this disease one can never know TRUTH.
Manipulation
What if your so lost in manipulation?
You can't see how it controls you...
confines you,
in fact manipulates you.
Blinds you ,
to the manipulation going on around you and in you.
Ultimately making everything questionable
leaving truth.....Reality up to fate.
And a lost soul
Searching everywhere
all angles, visions, places, words..
to find TRUTH
an answer
but going in CiRcLeS
with overwhelming thoughts
essentially to find hope.....
the "gift", curse....disease
another form of protection?
The minds way of understanding safety?
with this "gift"
a manipulation of words
lies in everything
with no conclusion
and always a way out.
Maybe seen as open minded
but really confined by rules
excuses, justifications, realities
This....that
all disguised by connections,
alternate ways of thinking
logic,
followed by an endless amount of justifications!
That becomes a mirage of TRUTH
and a restless soul.....
searching, praying.....for a light,
mercy, hope, answers, trust,
faith, LOVE......Him?
Blinded.
