DO YOU SEE

My life has been turned upside down.
My heart has been broken. I am a mess
I don't smile. My face shows just a painful frown
I do not want to eat. I really can't sleep
Crying at any time. Shaking my head at what I am becoming
I feel no need to tell other's exactly how I feel
They would just brush it off and say Get over it, It's no big deal
I lift weights all day long.
So when I ride all you see is strong
I am weak. I do not know why
If I am so very evil. Why do I cry?
The person who broke me is off and well
Now I am the evil one sitting alone in my own Hell
I am not pretty. I am not enough
Stop looking at all my Tattoo's and assuming that I am tough
There. Now do you see
I am 98lbs pushing a Kawasaki
Just 8 more pounds to lose
Then will I be happy?
Or
Do You See
Without my love, I am just waisting away