THIS PAIN

ITz BEEN SO LONG SINCE U LEFT
BUT STILL CANT DEAL WIT IT..
I GUESS ITz CUz U DIDNT SAY ANYTHING
U JUST LEFT LIKE THAT..
I HAVE SO MUCH ANGER AND AM SO SAD INSIDE
IVE KEPT INSIDE FOR SO LONG THAT I JUST START TO CRY
I DONT SHOW MY FEELINGz TO NO ONE BUT ME
DONT LET PEOPLE IN CUz OF WAT IVE BEEN THRU
I WANT TO BE ABLE TO DEAL WIT UR LEAVING
BUT CANT BECAUSE I DONT LIKE TO CRY
I KEPT ALL INSIDE CUz I WANTED TO BE STRONG FOR MY BROTHER AND SISTER
BUT THIS PAIN IS KILLING ME AND I JUST KEEPz GETTING WORSER
WHEN WILL IT GO AWAY
WHEN WILL IT STOP
IM TIRED OF IT AND ITz NOT LETTING ME LIVE MY LIFE
IM NOT BLAMING U
JUST WANT U TO KNOW THAT
IM JUST TIRED OF STILL SUFFRING
JUST WANT TO FINALLY DEAL WIT IT!!