I am this girl

I am this girl who smiles with pain

but no one knows im not okay,

it hurts to breath, it hurts to feel

sometimes i wish certain things werent real,

i am this girl who crys at night

hoping that maybe one day ill find someone right,

its funny how things quickly change

im used to it but its something i hate,

i am this girl who has bad days

but will apologize if i hurt you in any way,

theres times when i just need to walk

or have someone close when i need to talk,

i am this girl who wishes people would understand

that i dont want to be judged for being who i am,

heart broken and torn all in one

these are two things i dont want, i wanna have fun,

i am this girl who wants to break down

because i feel so weak to the point i dont want to get off the ground,

i dont need sympathy so be real if you care

and if your gonna be my friend be down for me when i need you there,

i am this girl looking in the mirror at what ive became

i only ask if you hear me out and look at me just the same.