Why dad

Why have you never came to any of my pageants
why have you never came to see me cheerlead
why do you never came with my step mom to my gymnastics
you never listen to me i talk to you
i can tell because you never look me in the eyes
why do you keep your life hidden from me
the only thing that you do not keep from me is that you are poor and i know that
you are never there for me
my step dad seems to care more then you do
if you don't want me around why do you act like it
we never talk about your life or mine
you never open up to me like most dads do
all this makes me want to cry
everytime i see you i want to cry
you lie to me about your real birthday
how ashamed are you of your life
what have i done to deserve you to turn your shoulder on me
i just wish you would talk to me and open up