My Little White Lie"

My words flow... just like their suppose to.
But i don't mean them
My world turned around
when you told me your news.
To keep comfort between us.
I said the right things.
But my mind thought otherwise
I'm stuck in this doorway
Should I move forward or go back-wards
Inside I Feel sunken.
How could have I fallen ... so deep.
Something that wasn't
expected
Happened so slowly
Infecting me like
sweet poison.
Now as I walk with no real reason
And knowing that you found
your one
It just proves me right
That love kills.