You made me go insane...

It was all a lie
the things you said to me
over a year, the b.s you fed to me
i thought u were mine
but u weren't you were fake
thought about giving you a second chance but was a risk i couldn't take
the expiration date for our love was way over due
I talked on the phone with them they confirmed it was true
I stay up at night
crying, not knowing what wrong thing could happen next
so much crap happened god put my life to a test
I can feel your lies eating away at my heart
like your telling me the truth all over again my hearts tearing apart
to get rid of my problems I slit my wrists
but when i look down the problems still exhist
you were my reason for living
but all the love and trust you just stopped giving
I trusted you, you said what we had would last for ever
but we was wrong, what you did was messed up we could never stay together
the pain you put me through, I will never forget
the look in your eyes like you had no regrets
I wish you can feel this
feel all this pain
so now i hope your living happy knowing after all this time im still going insane