Mistacks

Know i have made many
in my present and past.
but your words and pain
will forever last.

i avoid you when i cant deal
with your heath issues
and my pain anymore.

it hurts to watch you tremble in pain;
you say your not a good mom but
you don't realize your everything
i had wished to gain.

i know having me wasn't easy,
you were only 19 so i understand.
you use to always be there with
an open hand.

"YOU MAKE ME SICK"
your words slice through as
if theses words were a knife.
some times i wounder if it would
be easier to take my own life.

but i don't just for you....