Only for this , I will give my everything

Im scared of the words sitting on the end of your tonugue , maybe scared to make it real , Dads coat wont be where it always hung.

The defining moments of you and me , you staring endlessly into my eyes , your little girl , sitting on your knee.

And I dont know if I hate you , or if Im just to afraid to say , but your wife has been feeling pitiful up unitll this very day.

So how can I just watch her , as she effortsly makes your tea , how can I look into her eyes once more , when dying is all that I see.

Im not the one who should have to keep her here, to make her be strong , because really , your the only one she wants , youve been away from her far far to long.

Make it true again , for all of us here , let her know shes your everything , and always and forever will be , tell her never again for you , should she shed a tear.

But here I am , recalling all the words that have been said , only I know the true meaning behind them , and they will scar me forever.

only for this shall I cry at night in bed.

Only for this I will give my everything.