Bang Bang

'Bang'
"yes?"
'A thought'
I let it in.
" I miss him so much" I read
"Shouldn't have let it in!" I think
"No more of him" I assure.
'Bang'
'Bang''Bang'
I ignore.
'Bang Bang Bang Bang'
I give up.
I let them in.
Thoughts gushed in, flowed into streams,
streams of memories, into emotions.
I know not when it flowed down my cheek.