Why?

Why?
this is the question i ask each day.

why?
why me and not someone Else?
why me, why can't someone else have my pain?

why?
why is everyone against me?
why can't everyone be against something else?

why?
why am I such a mistake?
why am I?

why?
why can't people be focused on how the world is so messed up, and leave me alone?

why?
why do i feel like i won't be missed when i die?

why?
but then i ask myself "why do I think of this when I can make my life better?"

why?