Thorns

I dont know what to do, my heart is always aching.
It haunts me in my dreams, kills me in my sleep.

I just want to forget everything in my life, my dad my mom
my sister my friends, a fresh new plate thats all that
I ask.
Dont wanna cut, dont wanna hurt. But this is the path
that i have decided to go down, maybe I can turn
back..turn my life around..
but everytime i try,
nasty thorns jab into my side.
if you help me turn around, I can go down a sunny path,
pick me up, and get me out, ill never go down through that life again
cause ill be skipping my way down a bright sunny path with no thorns to block my way.
So help me around these nasty thorns..they hurt so bad..they're in so deep..
-katrina
**anybody that has any advice for me that dosen't involve putting me in a looney bin ill do it.talking about it does no good..cause it dosent make it go away i have tried it..anything...just anything..