I wish you never told me,
I wish I never knew.
I wish we could just go back
and start all over new.
I wish you never gave me
that star you always wore
cause now that star is missing
and I'm always feeling torn.
I wish I had three more pills
for every time you lied.
I'd overdose on 'heartache'
my doctor did prescribe.
Did you know that I love Tylenol?
Did you know I want to bleed?
But I'm afraid if I hurt myself
than you'll stop hurting me.
I don't want to lose you
because of my mistakes
or because you caught me crying
when I felt our love would fade.
I'll try harder next time
I promise that I will.
I'll lie to you the next time
I take another pill.
Please try to forgive me
I didn't mean to make you hurt.
I'll be your perfect angel,
I'm giving you my word.