Why isnt everything enough?

I have my one true love
I got to leave my old life behind
I have love all around
But for some reason its not enough.

I get a kiss everyday
I dont cry myself to sleep anymore
I have everything I want
But for some reason everything isnt enough.

There is this thing I want
This one thing that eats at me
I ask every day when
When will everything be enough?

I just want that kind of love
To hold it in my arms
To play with it until darkness comes
For him as well as me.

My eyes are closed
I get on my knees and pray
I beg through my tears
Why not me?

What must I do
I have fought for it
I have begged for it
And yet it still doesnt come.

Must I bleed for it
Must I die for it
I have enough love for it
I am more than ready for it.

Why cant I have it?