I saw you for the first time in a long time...

It was so amazing to know that you're still alive.
I love you, papi.
I want you to know that your not alone.
I love you, daddy.
It's been a long time, and I know you've made mistakes, but I forgive you because deeply in my soul I know that you can change your life around.
I have faith in you, papi.
No one is perfect, we all have problems some situations worse than other but still....
you can't walk around the problem, you have to face it and learn for it.
Daddy, the devil is a liar god is the one you need!!!!
Yes I'm depressed, I don't like what you brought upon yourself but I know god replaces the bad with the good.

I hide my sadness with a smile because I don't want people to know that you not being there has affected me.

I hope that soon you will come into my life little by little
I hope that soon you will shine and strive little by little...
Man, yesterday was a shocker I couldn't believe my eyes...
I saw you for the first time in a long time and Daddy, I sure was happy no matter what we've gone through I'm still not ashamed to say that I LOVE YOU!!!!