The night

I'm sorry for trying
Trying to be there.
Trying to be your one and only.
Trying to be your dream girl you always talked about.
because now i realize..you were the only happy one.
I stop and look how you told me I was the girl you wouldn't for get, but yet i wish you would.
I used to fall asleep with thoughts of us, but now i fall asleep with thoughts of that night,
the night you broke my heart in half,
the night you told me you hated me,
the night you yelled at me that i betrayed you.
now i swim in thoughts of how i betrayed you
but no now i realize i was not the one who betrayed but was the betrayed one.
now i see you were to scared to face up to your mistakes so you just blame the insentient.