Magic Wand

I sit here alone
drawing on a cigarette
contemplating life
and having feelings of deep regret

not knowing which way to turn
not knowing which path to choose
I dont know what to do
what is this s***e that I spew

through the tears
I can see
just how crap
life can be

obstacle after obstacle
getting in my way
its just one long battle
that keeps my life at bay

I look up at the nights sky
see the moon shining so bright
wishing I was up amongst the stars
away from the battles I have to fight

I wish there was such a thing
as a magic wand to wave
Id banish all these feelings of woe I have,
banish them to the grave

I was really happy once,
not so long ago
the feeling of euphoria I had
made me feel all a glow

but now all I feel
is emptiness in side
I wish these feelings that I have
would go away and subside