To be depressed

I hear a scream
And than a yell.
I gotta get out
Of this long hell.

A long journey
Down a wrong road.
I made a turn.
And it became cold.

I thought it was right.
Till I saw a storm.
And heard cries
And didn't feel warm.

No one was smiling.
I'm surrounded by frowns.
What's wrong with this world.
I'm in a dead town.

For some reason
I want a blade.
I'm going crazy.
Joined a dead parade.

I feel OK now.
I feel so refreshed.
This is what I needed?
To be depressed