Memoirs of a Broken Heart

These crazy thoughts I'm having
Leave me torn at the seems
Hope for a better tomorrow
Only leads to shattered dreams

Do my eyes deceive me?
Could this all be a nightmare?
I fall to my knees in agony
Yet all you do is stare

Truth is turning to lies
Lies are turning to tears
The tears remind me
Of the realization of my fears

My days are never ending
Each second takes an hour
I lose myself in the darkness
When did our love go sour?

I know you don't think like I do
You're life is full of joy
I'm left staring at the sideline
Just another love crazed boy

I hide my pain under smiles
Masking my aching heart
Forcing to witness this struggle
As we grow ever further apart

My voice catches in my throat
I can't say what I need to
But I think I can sum it up right now
Katie, I still love you.