My Heart Feels Nothing

My heart feels nothing
It's been like this ever since
You said you loved me
But it was just a lie
Why have feelings for me
When you don't even love me
My feelings for you are just toys in your mind
You'll play and play
Until your done and throw them away
I love you
You feel how I feel when we're together
I feel the same way for you
It's because you love me and I love you
Our hearts are one when we're together
Why can't you see that?
Why do you play with my feelings?
What is it that you want that makes you this way?
Why do you love me when you don't?
I'm just another dumb toy in the box for you
My love isn't enough to shine in the darkness
My heart is fading away
I grow angry, confused, depress, day after day
And yet I still long for the feeling of euphoria
I hope to share that true feeling with you
You shoved it away, for it is who you truly are
Do I have to tell you what you should truly have?
Is the true meaning of life just for kicks in your mind?
I'm sorry
It's me
If I was stronger then we both wouldn't be in a situation like this
If my heart was stronger
We would be happier