Message in a bottal

I Wright you this message and I send it to you in a bottle. As you smash the bottle you smash what part of me you loved. She has been killed smashed as if she was in but a mirror. Pieces of shattered glass cutting into my feet. The pain is nothing like losing you. Losing my heart, nothing inside as if nothing was really there I can’t help but feel lonely. I fall to my knees the broken glass now read with blood from my bleeding limbs. I cover my face and hid from you but you find away to see threw them. I hold a broken piece of glass in my hand. My head screams DO IT!! My heart screams NO DON'T!!I don't know how to cope with this pain... how did you?
~Sky~