Sometimes I Wonder

Sometimes I wonder, why the one I love have to die.
Sometimes I wonder, is there a god really up in that beautiful sky.I know this is wrong to have felt this way,but inside my heart is burning and i'm wondering do I have to go through this another day. The one I loved was a big part of me, A part of me that caused my heart to bleed. If I could rewind that day from the very beginning, I wonder would there have been something to stop my child life from ending, but since i can't and it's all said and done, I know one day I'll meet my child behind that big bright sun.