I finally found something in the world and im alone with it

As i sit here im not sure what to say
Im lost in this world
I finally found what i been searching for
And im not alowed to go after it
I love him so much
I dont understand y there holding me back
Hes like my dad in alot of ways
I love how he hold me and tells me im ok
Hes always there
It doesnt matter what time it is
He always has time for me
He never left me
Im crying cuz i feel like im right
She told me i was wrong
Look at what she did to mess up my life
How can she tell me what to do
Im really happy when im with him
I finally got another chance and im not going to let it go