A New Thing

This thing I feel....
Its soo new!
Ive never felt it before!

Im always sad
No one to cheer me up
I hate it!!

i want to cut and hit something!
I wont I forbid myself to do soo!!
What is this pain I feel!!

In my dreams Im falling!!
Into the darkness of NO RETURN!!
I need help!!

But dont know where to go
All I see is darkness
I wish this new thing would go away

Y wont it just disappear
Just like I do at home
When my parents fight!

All I think about is suicide
But I wont do that!!
NOO!!

I will get though it....
Wont I....?

Depression....it hurts!!
But Death is MUCH Worse!!
You cant solve your Problems by killing yourself!!

You only hurt more people!!
I will talk to someone!!
Move on some how!!

Talk it out!!