I wont hide

Today my world fell apart and I had no idea what to do , so I ran as fast as i could with horrible thoughts of you.

Today you made me cry so much that I could barely breath, so I took five deep breaths and admitted to myself that you were going to leave.

Today you said those words to us that nearly made me choke , so I looked at you then bowed my head , wondering if those words had been provoked.

Today I put my hands to the sky and wished I wasnt me, so I could be away from you , so every day it wasnt you I would see.

Today my sister cried on me , for the first time ever , so I knew that this wasnt a fluke , they wouldnt be together again , loving each other , never.

Today I knew youd always be in my life , yet not always by my side , so I took it in and I loved you again , no longer will I hide.