Silence

I wanna scream, I wanna cry, wanna throw a fit.
But I can't it hurts to much.
I hate keeping it in.
They say crying is being weak, and dealing with it is being strong.
But your holding everything in.
But even if i scream nothing changes, If I cry nothing changes, If i through a fit I'm in trouble.
If I try to explain to someone - someone gets hurt.
But even if I scream, cry, or throw a fit, it never comes out right.