Death can't break us apart

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death can't break us apart

i just dont know what to do with myself
when you are not here with me right now
doesn't god know how much its hurting me
when he took you away from me that night?
why did you listen to him calling for you
that it was your time to leave this earth
how could you do that when you know i'm here
awaiting for your return to life and me
and knowing that you can never come back?
how could you ever be that selfish?
how could you think about leaving me?
can't you see that its hurting me so bad?
i can't think about you without crying
and i stop myself crying each and every time
and it feels like im choking on my feelings
that want to be let out to the world
im afraid though that if i start crying
i can never stop for a thousand years
that i will die crying for you to be here
though the thought of that is welcoming
this feeling is choking me all the time
it worse then feeling death itself
its like someone is stabbing your heart
then making it whole and doing it all over
i know its selfish of me to want you back
i still don't think it was your time
but i hope that you will wait for me
until it is my time to be with you, my love
becuase i will be waiting for you
until it is time for us to be together again