My secret

The number of unanswered questions increase everyday.
My mind saturated, but they keep on coming.
I alone, am dishearten, I alone, cannot make them go away.

For years I have kept the secret, close to my heart.
No one can possibly imagine what I have been going through.
And it has finally won, and severed me apart.

This secret has brought me a never ending pain.
Fists, repeatedly clout the wall.
Must hastily hide the bloodstain.

Tragic music on so loud, no one hears me shrieking.
My tears are absorbed by the pillow, compressed against my face.
At night, no one notices, but I am still crying.

This secret has brought me a never ending pain.
Tears, repeatedly flood my face.
Must hastily hide the tearstain.

I am breaking down, with no hand to pull me free.
I don't know where to begin, or even finish.
Will they believe me? There is no guarantee.

Eternally cursed to be filled all my life, with fear.
Horrified by the dark, and shadows that creep up from behind.
I can feel my end is near.

-never believed in forever-