I am afraid to sleep because i might be swallowed

Speaking for a day
a day of silence
i can't keep quiet
i am loud
that's my reliance
my voice will be scratchy tomorrow
because of this
wonder if my parents will notice
or can i sneak by
this room of secrets

my hole in my chest
it haunts me at night
when it's at its best
it swallows me whole
but i'm alright
at least for tonight
tomorrows only
an open book to me

i can't wait for the week to come
weekends are so long
weekends are like coming undone
but week never go as wrong
only regrets of my one secret

my hole in my chest
it haunts me at night
when it's at its best
it swallows me whole
but i'm alright
at least for tonight
tomorrows only
an open book to me

every night repeats
but since i've known you
it has had a low peak
but in this life
there is no
emotional guarantee

my hole in my chest
it haunts me at night
when it's at its best
it swallows me whole
but i'm alright
at least for tonight
what comes tomorrow
is another story