Weak

Weak!
Gods do I hate myself,
I couldn't even win in destroying what hurt me most!
I destroyed something that tore me up,
only to kill my soul!
Weak...
How could I not stand the pain...
how could I say I was strong,
intelligent
When in my weakness I acted ignorant and hurt myself more...
weak... weak...
how could I do more to myself then anyone else
and hate them so...
I am sorry,
so sorry...

And I will remain this way...
Forever...