The greatest

So here I am
All alone
The past haunts me
It creeps into my mind
Like an old decrpid spider
Slowly but surely
It tears away into my head
And then into my heart
It finds the things
That I care most about
It puts them in a web
And takes it all away
I'm left shivering
In a cold and empty corner
I watched you cry
I watched you die
You struggled for life
But death won out
I watched my father die
It wasn't peaceful
It wasn't graceful
But God called him
And he went
I lost my friend
A great one at that
I lost a piece of me
A pretty big one
I lost my dad
The greatest one there was