I sit in my room
banging my head against the wall
my body giving up
my mind trying to silence my hearts broken call
i can't believe how quickly I've fallen
can't believe i did it again
after all the precautions I've taken
i broke down and let my heart win
as my mind tries to calm my emotions
my heart fights harder to win this game
my heart still clinging to the hope; he's the one
while my body suffers the pain
they tell me it won't happen
how badly it will end
but they don't realize I'll just get up
and do it all over again
my heart chases the pain
as my mind holds on for dear life
and when i it all goes up in flames
I'll watch yet another piece of my heart die
