All the lies I ever told

All the lies I ever told
All the secrets that I hold
I could always find a good excuse
to get out of the truth
you tied up my insides
you tore up my whole life
I don't know what i'm running from
But I know what i don't want to become

This history, can't you see what it's done
I bet it used to feel okay inside
to look in my face and tell these lies
do you see what you've done

We used to be young and restless
we used to be young and free
I know scars run deep
are those the ones you want to keep
can you forgive me what what you've done
you didn't and won't want to

This history, can't you see what it's done
it got into me and split me up
It used to feel okay inside
to be what I was
Now I look in your face
only to see the hate
you can never find the words to make up
for the ones that hurt
now you see this side of me

This history, can't you see that it's gone
Oh now it's jealousy
You see what she's done
Gone and broken me
Into what I don't want to become

This history, Now it's all gone
It used to feel okay inside
And now in the end
To see they were all lies

Oh Jealousy