Can you hear me?

Trapped inside myself
surrounded by my fears
I open my eyes
trying to see through tears
It wasn't always like this
I use to have dreams,
hope, love, and life
but that only left screams
The screams go on and on
day in and day out
they never seem to go away
leaving only doubt
Why is all I ask
for that's what I don't get
They started out harmless
and now they are a threat
They are taking over
and leaving nothing behind
I use to have a bright soul
now there's nothing to find
This is not what I want
This is not who I am
I tried harder and harder
but no one gave a dam
I'm the one left to suffer
and it doesn't seem fair
I showed you I love you
so why don't you care?
I was there
and now I'm lost
I tried to love
but it had a cost
Now all this builds up
as it tries to win
I'm slipping away
to darkness and sin
I'm trying to get you to notice
why don't you see?
I'm calling for you now
Can you hear me?