Felt with Words

What do you do,
When the world fades,
When you're helpless and alone,
Love leads you astray?

You, my love,
Have done this to me,
Held me so close,
Then dropped me instantly.

A admit to mistakes,
Both large and small,
Yet is wasn't me alone,
To cause our fall.

Affection is needed,
For a tainted heart,
I wait of you leave,
With no words of depart.

I chose not to lose you,
Because my dear, I love you so,
But with the actions I've made,
I must reap what I've sown.