Seems Like I had it All

There's a hole in my heart
And a list of damages
The better part of me is abandoned
I keep wishing on stars, hoping you'll return
Regret may be behind my eyes
But it would be worth another kiss
I want to hate you and never let you in
I want to love you...and breathe you through my skin
But you cut me deeply
I'm surprised my heart is still beating
Rhymes mean nothing
They are as cold as your words
What I have are memories
They don't speak to me the way you did
But I'm not the one who owns them
Do you know what you have done?
You lost the love I wanted the most
I wanted you to crash into me
You turned your back
You fed my heart with lies
And pointed to blame to me.
I believed you to be truthful
I am a witness to your flaunting
Never play a joker with someone who can play the game
Better than you.