My enemies are a bit too close

Didn't sleep last night
so right now i am so out of it
but it makes you look alright
i feel drunk a bit
and now i am getting
sick of emotions

even i know nothings there
even i know the spotlight won't share
even i know nothing could make you care
so i'm just left standing there

i'm drugged
maybe i'll get some sleep
i'm bugged
and it's making me weep
as thoughts seep in
realization will begin

even i know nothings there
even i know the spotlight won't share
even i know nothing could make you care
so i'm left standing there

it doesn't hurt that we broke up
our feelings where mutual
it hurts that i woke up
to something neutral
and a hate for me so great

even i know nothings there
that nothing could make you care

even i know that nothings there
even i know that spotlight won't share
even i know nothing could make you care
so i'm left standing there