these tings which kill me inside...
kill my brain...
put me under stress...
stress i cannot handle...need someone by my side...
to
help me
guide me
stand right beside..
to help me through this nightmare we call life.
why won't the thoughts go away...
they say don't regret anything that ever made you smile...and i don't...
but tha doesn't help make the pain go away..
makes me endure in it more...
i wish we had a memory card like cameras do so we could make it all go away...just pull it out for a moment then we can erase anything we don't want...
put it back in...then everything is new again...
no more memories
no more pain
no more thinking and stressing my brain...
wishing to be happy
once again...but i am glad that all the good ones over come the bad...
that's one thing i like so far...
everytime the bad comes out....
a good time and place overcomes and lets me know i can be happy like duh!.lol.
