Forgetting youh

I'm not gonna wait for another you
You tore my heart right into two
Your love for me meant nothing at all
I spose this is hows its going to be
Forget all the memories
Forget all the good times, laughs and smiles
But leave me all the pain you put me through
My heart is so numb
I have no feeling left inside
The scars are so deep
I don't know how they are healing
I cry myself to sleep at night
Hoping one day you will hold me tight
This is not how i should be
No more nights of tears and fears
But days filled with smiles,laughter, love and happiness
Its like the world is spinning
But I'm stuck on pause