Before I Close My Eyes

by Jes Miller   May 9, 2008


One day I will met darkness
When that could be
I do not know
Could be many years from now when I am old and gray
Or it could be tomorrow when I am young and beautiful
But before I close my eyes one final time
I want you to know some things
Some things that I may not of told you nearly enough.

Like how much you mean to me
But honestly
I do not think there are even enough words to tell you
I can tell you though that I am so grateful you walked into my life
Because of you
You showed me how to love
How to really love someone when they give you all the love that they hold in their hearts
Because baby you know the last time when I gave my heart out
All I got in return was red eyes and a broken heart
Some love that was
But baby
I know that the love we share it real
I love you so much
And baby I will continue to until my last breath.

Not everyday is perfect
There are days were I am nothing but smiles
Then there are days were I am completely out of it
And then there are days were I am boiling
I know that side of me is not pretty
And I am sorry you have to see me like that
But baby no matter my mood
You stood by me with a loving heart and took everything in
I just want to say thank you
Thank you for holding me when I was feeling down or upset
Just being in your arms slowly took the pain and anger away
Being in your arms makes me forget about what is actually going on and just enjoying the warmth I feel from your loving heart.

Every memory we share
It will forever be engraved in my heart
Most I will never forget
For if I close my eyes it seems as though it is happening all over again
Every touch and feeling
Every smile and laugh
Every minute
Then there are the very few that I rather not remember
But babe
That night when tears fell from my eyes it ended with my glowing smile
Yeah you know what smile I am talking about
The one that you love to see me wear
And that laugh that I do along with it
Yeah
I know you are smiling in the memory

One day I will met darkness
And if I should tomorrow
It will be okay,
For now you know how much you mean to me,
And even while I am in heaven
You will still mean just as much
For the love I have you for you is like no other
And a love like ours will never die
For our souls will forever live on.

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