Dear Diary.

Dear Diary,
I'm still in Love with that one boy.
You know the one i meet over the summer.
With the pretty eyes,and perfect personality.
Yea, that one.
I can't seem to get him out of my mind.
He is like glued to me.
It's killing me.
XoXo

Dear Diary,
I Can't believe I can't move on.
He is to perfect.
I told everyone a lie.
A big lie in fact.
I told them all,that I don't like him anymore.
But I do, I really do !
Doesn't it kill you,to see me like this.
XoXo

Dear Diary,
He has someone new.
And I can't understand what I have to do.
Move on,or stay strong?
I love him,i really do.
He has me stuck in the middle,that bitter taste of wine.
It's hunting,It's evil.
It's the devils work aside.
XoXo

Dear Diary,
I saw someone new today.
He goes to my school.
Hip-Hip Hora.
He has this blue smoky eyes.
It's in cute,he is nothing like the other guy.
XoXo

Dear Diary,
I found out something new.
The new guy has someone too!
I can't understand what to do.
OH well I'll talk to him,and see whats new.
XoXo

Dear Diary,
I realized I never moved on from the first guy.
It's that sad,but true.
You probably think I'm really stupid.
Or something like that.
I told my friend too.
But she said that I was stupid for holding on to something that was never going to be true.
XoXo

Dear Diary,
I really love him.
Isn't that sad.
I hate it, don't you.
He is that stupid say that every kid says.
"I'm rubber your glue,what ever you say sticks to you"
But,it's kinda different from that,more like this.
"I'm rubber your glue,you stick to me like it's you life"
XoXo

Dear Diary,
This is the last time i will write to you.
For i much go now.
No,don't say that.
But, i know i will never be back.
I have to take the knife to my life.
He means everything to me,and always will.
But now that he loves that other girl.
I have no reason to stay,I have no reason to stay.
He done me good,and I'm going to book it and run for my life.
I can't stay in this place.
No,I'm sorry Diary I can't take you with me.
Today is the last day I write.
Were I am going,with have a lot of light.
XoXo

This is my killing love message.