Euphoria of Thought

I seek answers
to the lies
in the brightness above
and the realities
buried in the dirt of hate
Are you going to give me those answers?

Or will i forever
exist in a trance
soothing my soul
in the light shed from up above

I shift sides,
looking up to the ceiling
counting the cracks,
the old spider webs
so many questions,
so many lies

truths unfold, dark
realties going untold
cursed are the blessed,
or are we simply obsessed?