Depressed

I sit in my room
ready to die
i hate my life
it just plain sucks

i always thought
that cutting yourself
was horrible and gross
but now
it doesnt seem so bad

i'm drifting away
my best friend
barely talks to me
my parents ask
if anything is wrong
i lie and say nothing
my friend says
i'm a great girl
and not too many come around
as special as me
but i don't believe him

i hide my pain
on the outside
i smile at everyone
but on the inside
all i do is cry
and wish that the pain
will just pass on by