Not about me

He stands laughing and tall
surrounded by babes
but I'm his queen of diamonds
his ace of spades

he pushes his brunette
hair out of his face
he gives me a wave
I'm in outer space

i make a comment
he fixes his actions
he fills me with pleasure
he fills me with passion

he worries when i look down
and does everything in his power
to get me to smile
and that smiles stays for an hour

he tells me what i need to know
he makes mistakes
he is so down to earth
i know he isn't a fake

he chooses the right
hold to the rod
stands for his faith
even when he sounds odd

he protects me
and makes sure I'm safe from myself
he wont stand for it
when i classify myself on a shelf

he laughs at my jokes
he eases my pain
he's my guardian angel
who's on earth once again

i am trying to do the same
when your in pain ease it
but I'm so arrogant
that i worry about my fits

i haven't been there lately
cause its been all abut me
but come to me when you need help
and maybe I can make YOU see

you help everybody
your, your last priority
i wont stand for it this time
i promise you honey

i can hurt myself pretty easy
i can hate myself pretty fast
there's nothing you can do to change it
but its not about me at last!

calm down believe me
don't worry I'm fine
don't try to change it
its not about me this time!

its all about you
you deserve some attention
instead of being in last place
i will ease YOUR tension

you can try all you want
but you will come to see
this time our chat's
not about me

Lexi Lou