One beer, two beers how many more to go? I believe one day I will come home and he will welcome me with open arms telling me that he loves me like he did once before. He will sit down stairs watching television with out being surrounded by beer cans because I believe he will change. No more yelling no more swearing,it all will stop because I believe he will change. I will come home and he will say he â??I love youâ?? and I could say â??I love you to; Dadâ??.........One day, maybe one day,because I believe he will change, he will tell me how he cares about me and not about how I was a mistake and how I just brought drama to his life.
When he gets drunk, it's all bad words and hurtful sayings, I know I am not a bad person as he states I am. I shall not let him bring me down I know that Deep down inside he is a goodman,Goodmant loving man deep inside, one that loves me a lot this I do believe.
One morning I will wake wake up and see him sitting down in a bright room watching the races with a big smile on his face saying, â??Good morning Sweetheart, how did you sleepâ??? One day this will happen again as it once did when I was little. He will take me places and will always be happy. We will ride around in the car with the radio playing,windows rolled down, hair blowing in the wind with the sweet smell of fresh cut grass. we will go out to eat and he won't bother to ask for a beer or two, he will teach me things that he learned when he was young, and tell me about all of his adventures and the places he went so many years ago, about how the world once was and how it may one day be.
I believe he will change because he is my father the one that raised me and always taught me that there is always room for change, that if you are doing wrong you can turn around and fix it. That the window is always open to let your dreams fly and become what you want them to be. That you are as strong as you make your self. I must believe this because he is my father and I love him even though he does not show the love back despite all of his weaknesses and i yet still love him. One day this all will come back to me because this I do believe that he will change.
