Regreting born

AM so confused
i dunno why am crying
i dunno what am feeling
everything is broken
every one had spoken
bad things good things no one around anymore
i left my feeling along
i left every one every single thing
i cant feel my eyes no more
tears are going down more and more
AM so blinded
i wanna hide my tears so no one find it
AM so sad i dunno wt 2 do
do i keep crying do i stop
do i stay do i leave
do i die or do i live
AM so confused i dunno why i live for
i have nothing i feel nothing
have u ever been betrayed
have u ever been hated
i did ...
have u ever been betrayed from Ur relatives
have u ever been hated from Ur relatives
have u ever been disappointed from Ur relatives
i did ...
i dunno wt 2 say more
i cant feel my hands neither wt Am witting
i wish i can be dead this moment
so i wont feel isolated
i dunno wt I've done wrong in my life to deserves that
i dunno why my family born me
its really sad when i got hatters around me
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