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To be alone blessed in disguise
Is sure to shield you from their lies
In them you see the perfect picture
Believe somehow their lives are richer
The grass out there is the nicest green
How is that, youâ??ve never been?
Picture perfect can never exist
See this when your life you missed
So dry your eyes, those useless tears
Thereâ??s no one here to ease your fears
No shoulder to lean on, no hand to hold
Fight the weakness, pretend youâ??re bold
See the silver around that cloud
At their feet you never bowed
To sob alone in dark at night
A pointless urge you have to fight
Why wallow in grief, that utter disdain
Why suffer in silence, increase your pain
Bound to no one this makes you free
Your not alone thereâ??s always me
Work with this, Iâ??ll make me strong
Admit what is true, admit when Iâ??m wrong
Iâ??m not glass so I wont break
You are you accept your mistake
Accept it all its set in stone
Accept its fate why youâ??re alone
Battle the truth and you will die
Your spirit your soul youâ??ll say goodbye
I see this now and I feel blessed
Tortured mind Iâ??ll lay to rest
Heaven I craved for comes into sight
And Itâ??s all I need to be alright
The face of my angel sent from above
And now Iâ??ll survive cuz I have his true love
Now hope is here to banish my fears
Its joy not sorrow that free these tears
Iâ??ll make this real, this will come true
I donâ??t need them I donâ??t need you
Doubt all this and I will stray
Arrive in that place far far away
For know Iâ??ll stay, I know thatâ??s best
Im fighting myself but Iâ??ll win this test
Will I fall again, never or maybe
Iâ??ll steady myself , hold onto my baby
Now mindless words Iâ??ll bid farewell
Iâ??m still standing I never really fell