Being so unwanted in this world

In this world i live in , i feel all the time sad.They are screaming at me ..did i do something bad?
I am the girl who sits alone , just being someone so unknown.

Every day it's the same thing .the same people, the same way.I want to have a day where i can meet with my destiny.the day that it says . This day if going to change

I guest I'm just a lonely person with no life for my own.
My parents basically control me and my life and if i do something , good or bad to them it's the worst thing i have done .

I feel sad and sorrowful all the time , but that's the way loneliness gets you.People around me always criticize the way i speak the way i am or simply the things i do and say.

my thought sometimes say , what would death be like ?
What would i do if i died now?Would anyone cry for me if I'm gone ?Will i be remembered? Or will i just be the girl that is forgotten...forgotten with the wind..